{"id":1820,"date":"2025-07-06T11:09:43","date_gmt":"2025-07-06T09:09:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/?p=1820"},"modified":"2025-07-06T11:09:43","modified_gmt":"2025-07-06T09:09:43","slug":"olum-ve-nihat-hakkinda-kisa-dusunceler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/?p=1820","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6L\u00dcM VE N\u0130HAT HAKKINDA KISA D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCELER"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"168\" src=\"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/kurt.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1821\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Yavuz Alogan<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce <em>Cumhuriyet<\/em>\u2019te okudu\u011fum bir \u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131m. Yaz\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00fczerineydi. O s\u0131rada san\u0131r\u0131m yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Yaz\u0131da bana ters gelen bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk, hayat\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 evresinde insan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutumu irdeliyordu. \u0130lk gen\u00e7lik ve gen\u00e7lik d\u00f6neminde \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7ok uzakt\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyor, \u00f6nemsenmiyordu. Orta ya\u015flarda durum biraz de\u011fi\u015fiyordu; hayat sonlu, \u00f6l\u00fcm uzak olsa da ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmazd\u0131, zaman s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131yd\u0131. &nbsp;Esas de\u011fi\u015fiklik ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131kla birlikte geliyor, annesi babas\u0131, yak\u0131n arkada\u015flar\u0131 hayata veda ettik\u00e7e insan, kafas\u0131ndaki \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesini ya da korkusunu ehlile\u015ftiriyor, onunla bar\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yukar\u0131 b\u00f6yle diyordu, \u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk. G\u00fczel ve derinlikli bir yaz\u0131yd\u0131 fakat \u00f6zellikle ilk iki b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bizim hayat\u0131m\u0131za uymuyordu. Gen\u00e7lik d\u00f6nemimizde okul damlar\u0131nda n\u00f6bet tutarken, sokak \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na girerken, 1. \u015eube\u2019de dayak yerken, okul kantinlerinde&nbsp; d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken, \u201ca\u011fbi\u201d dedi\u011fimiz, \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimiz bir gencin&nbsp; bir yemekhane masas\u0131na yat\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kur\u015funlarla delik de\u015fik bedenine bakarken, uzak mezralarda topluca ya da karanl\u0131k sokaklarda tek &nbsp;ba\u015f\u0131na vurulan&nbsp; ya da&nbsp; cezaevi avlular\u0131nda as\u0131lan sayg\u0131 duydu\u011fumuz gen\u00e7 insanlar\u0131n matemini tutarken, silah sesleri ve dinamit g\u00fcmb\u00fcrt\u00fcleri aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7en gen\u00e7li\u011fimizi biz hep \u00f6l\u00fcmle i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ya\u015fad\u0131k. \u015eahsen ben otuzuma kadar hayatta kalabilece\u011fimi hi\u00e7 sanm\u0131yordum<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ku\u015fkusuz ayn\u0131 ruh h\u00e2li \u201cfa\u015fist\u201d dedi\u011fimiz (onlar da bize \u201ckom\u00fcnist\u201d diyorlard\u0131) \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fcler i\u00e7in de ge\u00e7erliydi. Cam\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131k yurt odalar\u0131nda g\u00fcnl\u00fck k\u0131yafetle yatar, pencereleri kapal\u0131 odalarda kesif sigara duman\u0131 alt\u0131nda sonu gelmez, \u015fimdi \u00e7o\u011funu hat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m tart\u0131\u015fmalarla sabah\u0131 eder, ne bulursak onu yerdik.&nbsp; \u00d6l\u00fcmle i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ya\u015fayan sa\u011fl\u0131ks\u0131z bir ku\u015fakt\u0131k biz. Erken ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k d\u00f6nemimizde hastal\u0131klar\u0131n, s\u0131ras\u0131z ve zamans\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcmlerin gelip bizi bulmas\u0131 bu nedenle \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nihat\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc haber verdiklerinde \u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk\u2019un yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131m, pek \u00e7ok \u015feyle birlikte yukar\u0131da yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nihat\u2019\u0131n son zamanlarda h\u0131zla zay\u0131flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, y\u00fcz hatlar\u0131n\u0131n giderek y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 bir ku\u015fu and\u0131ran de\u011fi\u015fimini fark etmi\u015ftim. &nbsp;Kendisine s\u00f6yleyecektim, f\u0131rsat olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nihat Gen\u00e7 \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fc k\u00f6kenliydi, fakat bana sorarsan\u0131z, klasik \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fckle hesapla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, onu geride b\u0131rakarak ulus\u00e7u, Kemalist bir senteze ula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Videolar\u0131nda fonda g\u00f6r\u00fclen kurdun, bildi\u011fimiz o politik Kurt de\u011fil, Jack London\u2019\u0131n <em>Vah\u015fetin \u00c7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 <\/em>roman\u0131ndaki, di\u011fer canl\u0131lara boyun e\u011fmeyen, asla ehlile\u015ftirilemeyen, isyank\u00e2r ve sadece tabiat\u0131n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na kulak veren, azimli, dayan\u0131kl\u0131 ve inat\u00e7\u0131 Buck oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti bir keresinde. &nbsp;Dokuz I\u015f\u0131k \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek istemezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nihat Gen\u00e7\u2019in vatanseverli\u011fi, Cumhuriyet\u2019in devrim kanunlar\u0131nda, \u00fcniter ulus-devlet anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ve hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusuz T\u00fcrk milliyet\u00e7ili\u011finde ifadesini buluyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Halk\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin kurtulu\u015funu devrimci bir halk hareketinin \u00fczerinde y\u00fckselecek bir Kurucu Meclis\u2019in haz\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131 yeni bir Toplum S\u00f6zle\u015fmesi\u2019nde, ba\u015fta laiklik olmak \u00fczere Cumhuriyet Devrimi\u2019nin temel ilkelerinin uygulanmas\u0131nda, laik ve bilimsel e\u011fitimde ve kamucu iktisat politikalar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kapitalizme kar\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Devletle i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ge\u00e7mi\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015firketlerin, dev tekellerin s\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc insanl\u0131\u011fa musallat olmu\u015f en b\u00fcy\u00fck felaket olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu; e\u015fitlikten, karde\u015flikten, dayan\u0131\u015fmadan, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckten, B\u00fcy\u00fck \u0130nsanl\u0131k\u2019tan yanayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bana sorarsan\u0131z, Nihat Gen\u00e7 sosyalist sola, hatta anarko-liberter d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye de a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.&nbsp; Terc\u00fcme etti\u011fim <em>Anar\u015fizmin Tarihi<\/em> kitab\u0131n\u0131 okudu\u011funda&nbsp;&nbsp; co\u015ftu\u011funu, heyecanland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. &nbsp;S\u00f6z gelimi, Henry David Thoreau\u2019yla aras\u0131ndaki karakter benzerli\u011fini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Nihat, anlayarak okuyan, okudu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen ve \u00f6\u011frendiklerini ba\u015fkalar\u0131na aktarmay\u0131 bilen m\u00fcstesna bir kitap okuruydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7ok iyi bir anlat\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131 (\u201chatip\u201d de\u011fil, anlat\u0131c\u0131). Y\u00fczlerce videosunun \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki y\u0131llarda tekrar tekrar izlenece\u011fine eminim. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00f6yk\u00fclerle, f\u0131kralar ve anekdotlarla, duygu yo\u011funlu\u011fuyla, izleyenin dikkatini s\u00fcrekli canl\u0131 tutarak en karma\u015f\u0131k konular\u0131 en s\u0131radan insan\u0131n anlayaca\u011f\u0131 bir berrakl\u0131kla aktar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>En a\u011f\u0131r ele\u015ftirilerde bulundu\u011fu ki\u015filerin onun ard\u0131ndan yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6vg\u00fc dolu s\u00f6zlere bakarsan\u0131z, Nihat Gen\u00e7\u2019in hem kendisini hem de g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerini aktarmay\u0131 ba\u015faran nadir ki\u015filerden oldu\u011funu anlars\u0131n\u0131z. Onu yanl\u0131\u015f anlamak imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131, oldu\u011fu gibiydi, ne s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsa, ne yaz\u0131yorsa oydu. Eskilerin deyi\u015fiyle nevi \u015fahs\u0131na m\u00fcnhas\u0131r (sui generis), benzersiz, \u00f6zg\u00fcn, asla taklit edilemez, e\u015fi benzeri olmayan biriydi Nihat Gen\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elbette anla\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z konular da oldu. Mesela 27 May\u0131s Devrimi, Cumhuriyet tarihinin baz\u0131 y\u00f6nleri, g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde siyas\u00ee partilerin i\u015flevi, kar\u015f\u0131 cepheyi geni\u015fletmemek, gereksiz sald\u0131r\u0131da bulunmamak, ittifak zorunlulu\u011fu gibi konularda ters d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Ben CVP\u2019nin kurulu\u015funa da kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Bizim gibilerin bir hareket yaratarak zorlu bir m\u00fccadele vermeden, ba\u015fka deyi\u015fle hak etmeden siyas\u00ee parti kurmas\u0131n\u0131n sistemin tuza\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmek oldu\u011funu, \u00fclkenin siyas\u00ee partiden \u00e7ok kapsama alan\u0131 geni\u015f medya organlar\u0131na ihtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funu savundum, \u00f6ncelikle \u201chareket\u201d tarz\u0131nda militanca \u00f6rg\u00fctlenmek gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledim. &nbsp;&nbsp;Bu konularda <em>Veryans\u0131n<\/em>\u2019da yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m uzun yaz\u0131lara Nihat\u2019\u0131n ne bir m\u00fcdahalesi ne de itiraz\u0131 oldu. Fakat sat\u0131r aralar\u0131nda tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Serkan \u00d6z, \u201cAran\u0131zda m\u00fcthi\u015f bir kavga kopacak diye korkuyorum,\u201d dedi bir keresinde.&nbsp; Kopmazd\u0131. En ufak bir m\u00fcnaka\u015fam\u0131z olmad\u0131. Cari hayata yabanc\u0131la\u015fma, bir t\u00fcr karakter saydaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve artniyetsizlik gibi ortak bir noktam\u0131z vard\u0131 san\u0131yorum.&nbsp; Bu ortakl\u0131k bizi \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmadan korudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pazar sabahlar\u0131 bisiklet turundan d\u00f6nerken ona An\u0131ttepe Park\u0131\u2019nda rastlard\u0131m. A\u011fa\u00e7lara bakarak y\u00fcr\u00fcyor ya da oradaki aletlerde spor yap\u0131yor olurdu. Yedinci Cadde boyunca sohbet ederek y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn sert tabiatl\u0131 insanlar gibi k\u0131r\u0131lgand\u0131. Bazen kendini tutamayarak sergiledi\u011fi sald\u0131rganl\u0131k da bence bu k\u0131r\u0131lganl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 duyarl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n sonucuydu. Bazen heyecan\u0131 mant\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7erek hata yapmas\u0131na, yersiz bi\u00e7imde a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 tepkisel davranmas\u0131na, pot k\u0131rmas\u0131na neden olurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pek \u00e7ok \u00e7evrenin i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7mi\u015f, sa\u011fc\u0131s\u0131ndan solcusuna, solcu gibi duran liberalinden devlet adam\u0131na, sanat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131na kadar pek \u00e7ok ki\u015fiye dokunmu\u015f, \u00e7ok geni\u015f bir halk kitlesine ula\u015fabilmi\u015f biriydi Nihat Gen\u00e7. Tam kendi siyas\u00ee kimli\u011fini buldu\u011fu, art\u0131k istedi\u011fini yapaca\u011f\u0131, hayallerinin pe\u015finden gidece\u011fi, bunun i\u00e7in b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00e7lerini toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131, kadrosunu olu\u015fturmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rada hastaland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6lece\u011fini hissetmemi\u015f olamaz. \u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce <em>Veryans\u0131n<\/em>\u2019da yer alan \u201cYa\u011fmurlar (Katarsis)\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n son sat\u0131r\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yleydi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cArt\u0131k mezara, bedenimi de\u011fil, bu f\u0131rt\u0131nada e\u011filmemi\u015f k\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f bir erik dal\u0131n\u0131 koyacaklar, silkini\u015fin dirili\u015fin dal\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131ndan k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7lar yapm\u0131\u015f! \u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>F\u0131rt\u0131nada e\u011filmemi\u015f k\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f erik dal\u0131n\u0131 bug\u00fcn G\u00f6lba\u015f\u0131\u2019nda vatan topra\u011f\u0131na b\u0131rakacaklar. Elveda sevgili karde\u015fim. Bu halk, hangi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ften olursa olsun sana a\u015fina olan her bir ferdiyle, sesini, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcleri, vatanseverli\u011fini, saf ve temiz kalbini asla unutmayacak. Hep ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n. <em>Veryans\u0131n<\/em>, 06. 07. 2025<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yavuz Alogan Uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce Cumhuriyet\u2019te okudu\u011fum bir \u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131m. Yaz\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00fczerineydi. O s\u0131rada san\u0131r\u0131m yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Yaz\u0131da bana ters gelen bir \u015fey vard\u0131. \u0130lhan Sel\u00e7uk, hayat\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 evresinde insan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutumu irdeliyordu. \u0130lk gen\u00e7lik ve gen\u00e7lik d\u00f6neminde \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7ok uzakt\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyor, \u00f6nemsenmiyordu. Orta ya\u015flarda durum biraz de\u011fi\u015fiyordu; &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/?p=1820\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;\u00d6L\u00dcM VE N\u0130HAT HAKKINDA KISA D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCELER&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1820","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1820","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1820"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1820\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1822,"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1820\/revisions\/1822"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1820"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1820"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/yavuzalogan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1820"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}